So I’ve lost a blog post I thought I posted a couple of days ago. I can’t find a draft but I can find tags related to it so I know I had it. It was about something pretty important so I’m going to search for it but I’m pretty confused and in a bit of a state. I’m off out to dinner with two old school friends tonight and I’m not going to be able to think about anything else. It took a lot of courage to write it and I can’t believe it’s gone. This day has just got worse.