And a side note to T:
In response to something you told me a few days ago. I think so too. I’ll tell you how when I see you, if I can even put it into words. I was being honest about what I said before. I do feel like I’ve crash-landed. It is terrifying and overwhelming, yet at the same time so beautiful and magical. I couldn’t have chosen anywhere I’d rather be. I didn’t mean to get here because of how scared all of this makes me but I’m so glad I have, and I am just going to trust you and be honest with myself. I was too afraid to tell you before, but now I know I shouldn’t have been. I’m sorry I wasn’t brave enough. Hearts are fragile things, but I’ll gladly welcome you into mine.